I cant leave this Place, But I cant stay
Im haunted by you, and Im afraid
Suffocating on my words I wouldnt say
I am drawn to you but stay away
Their are no words to help this game
I love you but hate you in the same
I know you angry I am too
But why did this happen what did we do
I stand and wonder why I cant not think of you
I know I was wrong but what can I do
Angels no longer we have given in
No longer even friends
I feel all I loved was just pretend
I wish you would tell me
I guess this is the end
But from my family Another story I see
Rumors have you have intent to come back into my life
I am not sure that I
I surrender my world to you
There is nothing for you I wouldn't do
Tonight I feel lost and alone
Then the emptiness only time couldv'e shown
As you say You make my life better
now your gone and my world couldn't be deader
You are my life, my love , my strength all along
And I screwed up and have done you wrong
I don't blame you, if you don't forgive me
I accused you when I couldn't see
Now, I know you loved me
And words can no express I'M Sorry
I miss you so much and it feels so strange w/o you near
I love you with all I have , I just wanted you to hear
My world has ceased to turn right
I have lost my will to try to figh
You lie Unseen Though you aid ,
In this midnight serenade
You give me strength, I never knew
now only in my dream do I see you
I look in the mirror and I see a new light
Willing me to keep up my fight
A new rhapsody in a lovers arm
My voice heightens I feel no harm
Your are my shelter my guideing star
I know your here though you may be far
Midnight Music fills my ears
Then there is nothing left of my fears
You are here to guide me to love me and to hide me
you and i were meant to see what we could be
A duet sung through the night strange and true
Love is all I ask of you
All you speak of is darkness, No one to dry your tears.
You swear you are heartless, Determined to fight your fears.
You are cold no one can harm you, not loving anymore.
But still one can calm you , to him you can't shut the door.
He is there if you let him save you, just open your eyes to see.
He is the cure for your pain, if you just let it be.
Let him catch you when you fall, Let him lead you way.
He is the to gaurd you anytime at all, Leading you to a brighter Day.
Let him be your cover,from those who dare to harm you.
In this you find a lover,to stand forever beside you.
To be loved in return is all he asks.
This is not hard
Wings Of My Dark Love by ShadowRayne85, literature
Literature
Wings Of My Dark Love
He is there in my mind .
Cloaked in the midnight skies.
It is me he seems to find.
And to my heart he flies.
On Ravyn wings with crimson hue .
Though he had turned from me .
He has once again come through.
And again it is him I see.
In the abyss of emotion .
He soars ever higher.
He finds height in his devotion
An undying fire.
He sleeps in my soul in silent dreaming.
Helping me through my Day .
Flying effortlessly seeming.
To find him where he lay .
Labyrinth of our thoughts intertwine.
My angel sings of love's fear.
The song ever divine.
Together its our voice they hear.
Flying through the night blind.
All my dreams com
You peer through the mirror, What do you see?
Feeling a Shiver, You look at me.
But you peer through the mirror, But you Fear
For what you see may to you be Clear
Do you feel my eyes looking through you.
You will see my eyes before I am through.
My stare burning through your soul, You can not hide
Exposed to life though you tried.
Your tears hit the ground where I lay .
Even then I see you through the day .
You see through visions of darkness tonight.
I only see you through theater light.
Your soul is free to leave.
But your heart comes to me.
Do you feel my skin when I reach for you.
Do you feel the touch cold and blue.
In th
Trust is a word , I dont normally use
But betrayal ,I feel among the abused
A toy or object of a lusted drive
So blinded by loves strive
Sanctuary used to be a crystal heart
But now my barriers have been torn apart
Thinking back to earlier days
Now seening a distant haze
My own world I now fight for my life
And to think you ever mention strife
You ll soon see what your doing is wrong
You ll hear it ringing in your ears as a constant song
Love is not a fool toy
And you think your a man
when all you are is a BOY
You say you love me
but do you care
I understand your life
I have been there
Everyone can change within
It up to you who youve been
Look at yourself
And dont put your love on a shelf
You play your games
and the always end the same
You get hurt and die inside
then exile yourself to fear you abide
You know I love you
Be a friend
I ll be there
when your games end
I know I ll see what you are
I knew
What we become is up to you
My love for you I know you see
And what will be shall be
Blinded by my love for you
Looking ahead of my time
What am I to do
For I am not the only one in your Pantomime
A toy is that what we are to you
I understand for in my part I have done it too
Two of a Kind though we are
My kin say keep faith youve come to far
My dear friend you say your not worth my effort
But you were there for me so I cant abort
That wont do for the challenge of hell youve put me through
You will be caught this is true
Then who will you turn to ...
Skin fire to touch
Passion with hatred desired to much
Souls a barren patch of ice
to what sickness is loves sacrifice
Three inches away from accidental suicide
For the torture I abide
My breath labored to deaths wings
red and black or so it seems
Wondering if my fight
Will it last another night
Trapped in my hearts world
With my death love unfurled
Reality means nothing more
to this life I shut the door
Look around at what you know
Emotions people never show
Love, anger, pain things to be let go
(chorus)
Diversity for feeling
Diversity in healing
Diversity to make people see
what this world could really be
Outlook on life
To see ethnic strife
Black or white Low or high
No one here deserves to die
(chorus)
Money is not everything
But the world rings to
the sound of Chi Ching
(chorus)
So much to live for
Why do people shut the door
Peace, people, love
Searching for that perfect dove
(chorus)
Life shows us the way
Everyone can stay
With no animosity
The Question: CAN HUMANTIY EVER COPE WITH DIVERSITY
Fire and Ice
A roll of the dice
Mend and Bend
Love can heal or slice
A broken wing easily heals
shallow streams still run
A kiss that he steals
This heart goes on after hes done
Twist and turn inside
By your fear you abide
You try to be a fighter
By now you have earned the name
Spitfire
Spitting fire at those who hurt you
Turning your back on amour
You say your done w/ what youve gone through
thinking what you did this for
What are you going to do
Maybe there is someone there for you
On one lonely night
Are you still going to put up this fight
A gamble you take being Spitfire
but one this night Love will make y
Despair running through my Head
Thinking of wht you said
Things youve done to me
The pain no one can see
Tears I hide
Anger so far inside
Moods unseen by those who know
Why they dont just let me go
Fighting to keep my sanity
all I run into is calamity
To be set free form all this torture
Voice in my head scream through a fracture
Of my barrier to hide my toil
As my blood starts to boil
All men are just stupid boys
Who think of women are just their toys
After all thats happened to me
why do I let it repeat the key
But how to start
By unbinding A solitary Heart
If a fight is what we need
then to the competition Ill heed
Why cant we share the territory
Or should this enad fair or fury
Chorus
Times ago we were friends
now is a time that has to end
this is what you fate shall seal
that in time your wound will heal
if I stand punches will roll
but who in that fight pays the final toll
just because i stopped for awhile
giving up isnt my style
Ch
youve won this game before
this time i must shut the door
its true we've had our fun
not that trip is done
Ch
So before you call me
take a minute to set yourself free
from the torment of my shadow
just walk a way and let go
you
We began at a glance
I went to shut the door
not to give that life a chance
now again you enter my sight
i thought you werent the kind
but through my fight
ive changed my mind
through new eyes you ley me see
what someones love can truly mean
being w/ you take my breath away
but how could i really stay
youll realize eventually
what you ve done for me
id do my best to treat you right
or then take my own fliight
the gate left open for both to run
seems to me my urge there is done
What is there left to do
you already know that I love you
My angel, my gaurdian
From now till the end
Only a tear of joy to mend the pa
Showing you where my life lies
pushing you buttons oh how i try
keeping my tempers to watch you lose yours
once a joy now a chore
dealing with you not understanding me
which one here is the enenmy
your threats fall on deaf ears
all you get are angry tears
youll never see the fear i hide
and in the end everyone knows i tried
eventually in my eyes youll see hate
scared for myself and one who protects my fate
You look for things to voice authority
all you you be to me is minority
you hit and pick all the tyme
you make sick , and curse this rhyme
Cinderella, my friends say
Fella fuck off and now youll pay
What will you do
6 feet of ground over my head
how can this be am i dead
inpenitrable black presses my eyes
lingering in my mind are clear blue skies
i lft my hand and feel veleted texture
screams into echoes lost in torture
pounding and scratching cant no one hear
and through this panic i shed a tear
wondering how they buried me wasnt i breathing
couldnt they see
wondering if this is the way i die
or will some chance person come by
questions racing through my mind
who in the future will my soul find
a ghost buried alive or so it seems
and the a hand touches me it was all a dream
My life belongs to you
so for my love what would i do
to prove to you i need more
should i close and lock the door
my barriers came crashing down
and in my love for you i drown
in the night my battle fly
to stay alive for this i cry
trying to stay patient and live my days
but all along my pain plays
what we become is up to you
but staying a mistress i wont do
i want something more to do in the night
then worry who will take their flight
you are my light my life my love
so was this path destined deep from above
so what am i to do for my life my love belong to you
Little lies here and there
and for her lies your heart will bare
little lies do you speak
for what escape do you seek
little lies your pain will find
then what thoughts seep into your mind
little lies yet i know
soon you will feel the bitter snow
little lies you have been warned
soon you towill be scorned
little lies are her trade
and with this you pain has payed
little lies will be her end
cause for her lies she will pend
little lies you will see
truth isnt her nature and never will be
She use to be quiet and reserved
Lost to herself , Her mind unnerved
Things once she teasured
Now they seem unmeasured
A new page of live has turned
The mistakes of her past bridges had burned
Now through her social disgraces
Smilng through These new faces
A mask she uses to hide her sorrow
To be removed some distant marrow
Mistakes replaced in her new life
Similar to those in common strife
A butterfly hidden in her Rose
If she ever was happy the memory froze
Time passes and she is still not here
We all make mistakes yet we still fear
Things are not what they seem
Its time for her to follow her dream
She can lift herself h
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